I told the man in charge, you know the type of difficulties that I had and the kind of support that I needed, but it just seemed, he just wouldn’t listen you know. I felt as though it all fell on deaf ears, which was very distressing for me.

Anyway after a while this other lady started coming on her own but it didn’t work out. And I told this lady how, I wrote some things on, some information about how I needed her to relate to me but she got rather defensive and upset, you know, and I didn’t like that. And so I sort of told the man in charge and things like that and he said, Well actually she has got family troubles she is not coming back And then I thought of emailing the chap and said this is what I want to see in a support worker. I need somebody that is patient and kind and have a high level of understanding of Aspergers syndrome. He said, Well I know that you want this, but we can’t guarantee i which I thought was a bit strange and so I decided I just can’t cope with this. You know. So I rang my friend up and said, Look I am not happy with this. I don’t want the service any more. Could you ring up the man to explain that And she did and all the man said, was that I was asking too much, you know, you know asking for somebody who was patient, but I thought that was a bit ironic because that is what people like me need, you know, and I felt as though I had been treated very unprofessionally and because of that I just don’t think I could cope with having any outside support because I have lost my faith in them.