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Yeah, when I was using the condom with my current boyfriend it split once and I had to take the morning-after pill it was just before we went travelling. And it was such a nightmare because I was so worried about getting pregnant because I was reading up that it is only like 85% effective so, I don’t know, anyway I just got really scared. And then we discussed it, he didn’t like to see me so upset and he was a bit worried about it as well so that was that and it was kind of then that we decided that I should go on the pill. So I mean, we did talk about it a lot, it was a joint decision.

g OK, we did have a little problem in China, condoms broke and we needed, I thought I needed to get the morning after pill and ‘cos, I was on antibiotics at the time so I wasn’t sure whether the pill worked. So that involved sort of waking my mother up at 6 in the morning or something saying, ‘Ahh, you have to help me. And she talked to the doctor who then, everything was done via my mum. My mum phoned the doctor, the doctor said maybe I didn’t really need it.

Your mum in the UK?

gYeah.

So, what happened? She had to send you, there was not…

g No. In the end, because I was on the pill but I was on antibiotics I thought it would reduce the effectiveness of the pill, but the doctor said almost certain that I should be all right so I just had to wait for two weeks and see. But the doctor didn’t think it was that big so I phoned my mum, she phoned the doctor, my mum phoned me back. So I did it that way. If I had really needed it I could have gone through my organisation to get it.

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When I first came off my Depo’ recently I took it because I wasn’t sure whether I was still in the time, you know they give you a time that they’re, that the injection wears off by so just to be sure I wasn’t going to be pregnant I went to the clinic, to my doctor and I said ‘Could I have the pill please because I’ve just come off my Depo and I don’t want it again so I’d rather take the pill and just you know stop it progressing to that stage.

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To get the emergency contraception? I just went up to the clinic and explained the situation and, you know, they just sort of go through it, they discuss things like if you’ve been at risk of sexually transmitted diseases, you know, if you’ve had unprotected sex that kind of thing. And just sort of discuss those sorts of aspects and why you weren’t using contraception! And then yes, in that case they give you two… Do you want me to tell you about the actual technique?

Yes.

They just give, you have to take 2 pills, hormone pills, 12 hours apart. Take one straight-away and then the second one exactly 12 hours after.

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I don’t mind using it but then it’s the same as when I was a bit younger and they’d say ‘well you know you should have used a condom’ and things like that and you think well I’m down here to do something about it so don’t give me a lecture.

Who gave you a lecture?

The woman at the Family Planning, ‘well you should really use a condom, you shouldn’t rely on the mini pill, the a morning after pill its like, well I know accidents do happen and that’s the only thing, that sometimes you feel uncomfortable which is like when’ well you feel like they’re putting you down or trying to give you a lecture about something.

And what was his reaction?

He was quiet, not very comforting, he was quite strict about it and said ‘this isn’t a method of contraception’ blah, blah, blah. He was quite, he made me feel quite bad about myself actually compared to my friend who went to the family planning clinic and they were reassuring to her and kind of helped her more and gave her free condoms and things like that, so I felt that he wasn’t very helpful, wasn’t very considerate.

He gave you a lecture?

Yeah.

When you went to get the emergency contraceptive from your GP and he told you that it was not another method on contraception, what else did he say to you, can you remember?

I don’t know, it was a long time ago so, it was a very young age to be having sex and um you should be using condoms and just things like that, I can’t really remember much more than that.

Most girls I know would go to the chemist, because if you go to the doctors you can get it free can’t you, but a lot of the girls round here are quite scared to go and see their doctors so they’ll go to the chemist, but when you go to the chemist, like the chemist that well get it from would be Boots and the ladies in there aren’t the most friendly of people, so they’ll shout it out and then you have to be taken into the back room to talk to the Pharmacist, I think, I don’t really know who she is, and the way she talks to you makes you feel dirty basically.

Shes really nasty about it, shes like ‘oh haven’t you ever heard of contraception blah blah blah’, and literally has a go at you for it and if you’re already worried and a bit upset, and you’re having to fork out ‘20.00 as well which is going to annoy people, you could really do without someone narming in your ear about how irresponsible and childish you are kind of thing, really I think.

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Which are the kind of questions that you put through to the helpline?

Well, I had like a side effect in the morning after pill, I took it, and after a couple of days I started bleeding and you know, I was a bit worried like you know, what’s going on and everything.

So like I phoned up the helpline and they told me that the morning after pill had like mucked up my periods and everything, and then I didn’t come on for like coming up to two months now.

So I was like getting really worried now and I was thinking you know, what’s going on, so I phoned them back up and they didn’t really have any answers. And so I went to the health centre and took a pregnancy test because I didn’t know what else to do and it came up negative so, don’t really know what to do now.

They advised me not to take my pill until I started my period but like I had two tests and they wouldn’t be lying to me and saying I wasn’t pregnant, so I decided to take my pill again to see if it restarted my periods.

That just happened once with the emergency contraception?

Yeah, it just happened the once, but it sort of threw me a little and I was thinking ‘what’s going on. I thought you know, it might hurt me if I take it too much and so I thought, right, I’ve got to be sensible now otherwise it could really harm me. And I don’t really know if it’s good for you to take it a lot so, I don’t really know.