In this area I think that they could do with opening up a clinic that is actually open when kids can get there, rather than in the day when they’re meant to be at school, because if you skive a day off school, especially if you’re not in the sixth form, in the sixth form it is easier to miss a day off school, but lower down the school like up to sixteen, if you miss a day then they contact your parents and then you’ve got to explain to your parents why you missed a day off school which a lot of kids don’t want to do, if they’ve had to go to a Family Planning Clinic.

So it would be better if they could like maybe go down on their way home from school or something like that. Also my doctor is actually really good, but a lot of the doctors around here aren’t very good with teenagers, with people of my age. They seem to be quite judgemental, which a lot of teenagers are scared to go to them and one doctor that I know of, I’m not sure exactly what the circumstances were but one of my friends went for a confidential kind of thing about something to do with sexual health.

I think shed had a pregnancy scare or something like that and the doctor actually told her mum, when her mum went to see the doctor he kind of dropped her in it and said ‘oh how’s your daughter’ and her mum was like ‘I don’t know what you’re talking about’ and so he explained it to her, so obviously that, but apart from that being illegal, that, a lot of people were scared to go to doctors in case that kind of thing happened to them.

So maybe some more friendly doctors or female nurses that would actually take the time out because the female nurses that weve got round here they do the blood test and the minor ops and that but they don’t actually sit down and talk to teenagers and weve got the school nurse which is quite good, weve got ‘Pop-in-Here which is meant to be good, I’ve never been so I don’t know, but that’s meant to be quite good.

In general around this town, people are scared to go to the doctors and they can’t get to a clinic so the only option they’ve got is to listen to their friends, and their friends aren’t always as clued up as they pretend to be.

I did get my, when I first went on the Pill that was from my doctor but I didn’t really, I didn’t feel very comfortable about going to see my doctor about it.

Why?

Because it was a family doctor. I know, you know that they’re not going to say anything but there was also two doctors at the surgery that were friends with my parents and I was very nervous about it and I told myself ‘well they can’t say anything, ‘they’re not allowed to say anything but maybe they will, so yes I wasn’t terribly comfortable.

This was the only surgery that there was where you lived?

It was my surgery and it was near school, near college so it was just more convenient and at that time the Family Planning Clinic that was nearby me or was nearest to me was only open on a Wednesday evening and I lived in a village and it was very difficult for me to get there. When I did go I had to lie to my mum and tell her I was meeting a friend and get there, so it was easier because the doctor’s surgery was open all day.

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Yeah, a couple of months ago, about six months ago I went to the doctors just to get some information it was, I don’t know why I did it, I just thought having unprotected gay sex, maybe I should just find out a bit more information about it.

So you went to your GP?

Yeah and he wasn’t helpful. He wasn’t helpful at all. I went in and just asked about kind of, look I’d like some information can I talk to someone or get some information about sexually transmitted diseases, I’m gay, what kind of diseases, infections will affect me kind of thing.

He said ‘oh well give you a print out’ and that was it, he said ‘just collect the print out from the desk and that’ll be it’ and that was it. He gave me reams of paper about everything to do with these diseases but it didn’t actually help me at all.

Medical information about it that didn’t kind of, I didn’t need, I didn’t want, I wanted to talk to someone about what I could face, how I could go about getting treated for it or being tested for it or how it would affect life, and I just got pieces of paper for it and I laughed and just chucked them in the bin.

I flicked through them and I just, I actually brought them in to show the deputy head because I thought it was so hilarious that hed just given me these pieces of paper and practically said there you go, that’s it, that’ll do, so I just, I just thought I got, I just laughed it off.

I had to laugh it off because if I hadn’t laughed it off I really would have started getting really angry with it because to have a doctor, a medical professional saying ‘oh I’ll give you a piece of paper to tell you all about it.

That made me feel so small, it made me feel like I was worthless, that I didn’t even deserve to talk to someone about it, that was hard because it didn’t help me at all, it didn’t give me any of the information that I wanted, that I needed, at which point I gave up.

I couldn’t be bothered to look for any more information on it because if the health services have got such a low opinion of gay people or sexually transmitted diseases and infections, then what’s the point of looking any further, because they obviously really don’t care about it.